today is a happy day for me.. hehe... ytd nite i msg him and he reply.. haha.. so happy lo.... made my rest or shld said my slp is so sweet and nice...

today at work also not that rush too.. later after work den meet gwen, xiao boy and one uncle go to Geylang and eat durian.. haha.. dunnoe how long i did not eat durian liao le.. shld said a few mths le ba... cos too heaty so i seldom eat..

Now is 4pm, still had 2more hrs to go.. after that can go hm and do hsework and rest le... den meet them at nite about 9plus 10pm like that ba..


Ytd 1 of my fren (Yvonne) and her bf break up... Somemore she was crying.. I told her: Hello, u wit him how long only.. 1mth plus only lo... Also dunnoe u cry for wat.. If wanna cry, den shld be me lo... my r/s is 2yrs and 10mths wor... But i did not re su lo... i admit i cry and blah blah blah.. Mine more worst than u.. also dunnoe wat for u cry and so on... If this guy is worth it den i nth to said.. but please la.. u think he really worth ur tears, love or everything ma... i and him break up for 1mth plus liao le.. i now more happier than de past and enjoy all my frenz accompany... always slack with u all, have alot of laughter and so on de... Everything muz think ur positive side de ma.. dun always think on de negative side, only made u more tired and fang de lo... Wat for!!! Dun think so much le la.. always think on ur bright side...



I now had few things to fang... Dunnoe wat shld i do... I wish to be de guy tat i wanna but somehow he juz wanna be fren and i also did not said much or so on... And apart this guy, i also had 2more guys that wanna be with me too... But i treat them is really juz a very close buddy and close frenz, but did not more than that de... They r very good towards me, but somehow de feeling is not there at all... Totally no.. I really dunnoe wat to do.. De guy that i wish to be tgt, but he not yet ready at all.. Those guys that i treat them as a very close and best buddies, yet they wish to be wit me.. But the feeling not there ma... haiz...

shld i choose to wait for you or shld i choose to give up on u?? I really dunnoe... If i choose to wait, i dunnoe i can wait till how long..

From that day, u give me ur ans de time, i already choose not to msg u so often like de past le... cos u had enough things to fang le.. and somemore u give me ur ans, i also dun wish to pester you and fang u... cos it will be very and super irritating.. so i choose to keep quiet and try not to fang u.. somemore i know that even i msg u, u also hardly reply de... Even i ask u wat happen, u also wont tell me de.. That y i now try my very best to control myself not to msg u so on...

Enough for de story liao le... haha... today is a happy and nice day for me (cos of ur msg), made my day bright.. hehe.. so i shall not spoilt de day.. hahaha..... <3<3<3

Now my feeling better alot le.... Wound slowly recovered soon le... at least now my life getting more and more better le...

Finally that some1 msg me le... ytd he msg me, i was like.. so fucking and freaking happy... I really very happy... but he msg me and said be frenz will be better... He mention that not he dun1 reply.. is juz that he dunnoe how to reply... Mayb wat he said is true... Be frenz will be more and alot alot better... At least now i know tat u r not ready.. or shld i said, u totally not ready... I did cry.. but i dunnoe y i cry.. am i fall more and more deeper on u?? Y u r de 1st guy that made me so lost in ur world?? i really very lost!!! even i wish to be wit u but somehow cant... as u perfer to stay single... mayb i shld give up... As i know tat i not de gal u wanna... or mayb i shld find more better guy... shld i wait or shld i not??? Wish that I really can wit u... Dunnoe y.. but hope tat really can ba... or shld said i dun fall to deep le.. or else... haiz.. nvm... forget it le... cos said much also de same... U not ready at all.. mayb juz tk it easy ba... =D

That past few days i did not saw u or msg u at all... But lucky manage to see u in 2days ago... between us really have a very pai seh face.... even though we met or had eye contact, de feeling is juz so different liao le... Totally not like last time anymore.. i dunnoe y...
is it bcos i had told u everything and u choose to avoid me and or m i really very annoying towards u... i really dunnoe.. i feel very lost.. totally lost in ur world... Mayb i shld not told u.. If i did not told u den now wont become like that liao le.. but if i dun tell u den my heart will be very uncomfortable... cos my character is a straightforwards gal... i dunnoe how to turn or so on... tat y i choose to tell u... But once i told u , u did not reply or anything and somehow everything seem strange and weird.. If u really wanna avoid me den i nth to said liao le... if this way will be better for u den u go ahead ba....

I dunnoe wat to said den i also dun wish to said anymore liao le... i wont msg u anymore.. as i always msg u but u did not reply at all... mayb reply but is short... mayb 1day when u feel wanna msg me den u msg me ba.. if not, den i dun msg u and disturb u le... =D

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