new life for me

Now i was so enjoy my life.. haha.. at least i was so enjoying my self... at least i can do whatever i like.. Mayb 3yrs ago, i shld not choose u ba... mayb others.. as overall is i fall in love on him 1st.. Is juz that he quite ah beng so end up i chosen u.. i choose to give it a try but and up i had choose the wrong path...

But now i really alot better liao le.. after this wk, i wont see ur face anymore liao... mayb shld said that is a very good test for us.. end up overall u still bcos of a gal (but i know u will not said is bcos ofthe gal de)

I now everyday still waiting for his msg ( not my past tense bf) is 3yrs ago de guy that i fall in love de... Even though he really very busy on his work.. i always wil look my hp.. so hope that he can msg me... haha.. take it easy ba.. hehe... I believe he at least will be better that my past tense bf.. =)

finally

Finally i and my past tense bf had broke up.. finally.. i somehow was like so happy.. as now i wont so suffer and also i can find more better and nicer guy... at least can give me a stable income and job.. but if think back, we had be tgt for 2yrs and 10mths liao le.. 2more mths and we tgt for 3yrs liao le.. even though i was so sad (mayb past few times i already cry like hell and already very tired of it liao le).

Is it a good things or a bad things..
You all shld be curious wat is the actual reason for breaking up.. haha...
Even though i said it, he will choose to said is not like this de...
I ony can said i really very hate him.. Said those sweet words to me and now said to other gal... haha.. dun worry.. he will still said de same sentence, is juz a casual talking only de...

This gal had a bf at malaysia andmy fucker paast tense bf choose to still fling wit her.. still put herm display pictures at his hp... Still said so nice that u dun wanna waste my yoth and everything... I can very staightforwards to tellu.. Wat u said is RUBBISH!!!!

You told me that is not bcos of this gal.. But no matter yes or no.. U know de best.. Rmb that wat come along and wat goes along..

You can choose to wit her.. but i can very confident to tell u.. u all wont last long de.. If she can choose and let go his bf.. Next time she also will do the same things to u...

I really very angry, disppointed on u till de max.. Juz a ah lian or shld i said is xiao mei mei can let me see ur true colours... luckily we had not marry yet.. If we really marry, i think i have no rite to let go or so on liao le... also quite luckily...

This few wks luckily i have all my beloved frenz to accompany me.. I really thanks to all my frenz.. If u all not at my side, i also dunnoe wat will i become.. really thanks so much much!!!! **love u all so much much!!!!

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Finally i and my bf (now is my ex bf had broke up.. dunnoe is a good thing or bad thing.. But hope so will be good thing ba...



**confused** ><



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