Sometime I keep quiet does not mean I really keep quiet.. when I fully keep quiet, it mean I really fully disappointed on u.. just dun wish to talk so much.. I really very tired..

m i really givr too much of chance

Go ahead. Love yourself. Be good to yourself. Treat yourself well. Replenish yourself. You will discover that, the more you love yourself, the more you will be able to give love to others - and the more others will want to be around you and give back to you. This is a win-win situation. Loving yourself will ultimately benefit the lives of others you encounter, as well as your own life. =)

hate hate hate

I hate crying in front of people. Not because it’s a sign of weakness, I just don’t think they can handle me at my worst. I don’t want my negative vibe to rub off on others because they deserve to be happy. They will probably think I’m a dumbass for crying over something so stupid which is probably true, but I can’t help it. And if they see me like this, it will make them worry and I don’t want them to worry about me. When I try to explain to them why I’m crying in the first place, I’ll just end up crying even more. I end up drowning in my own tears that they won’t even understand a word I’m saying because I’m bawling more than ever. Then when they try to make me feel better it never helps since all they do is constantly say, “Everything is going to be okay” when that phrase is overrated. I’m not as strong as you think I am.

Remembering all the wonderful and silly things this past year we have shared, leaning on each other, as we did this past year. Sharing all our feelings. both bad and good, knowing that we were there for each other as best we could. Someone who seemed to always take the time, to show me how to love, and especially, how to be so kind. I wish you so many good things for this Christmas time to come, knowing that in my heart, all the good for me you have done. Thanks for everything! I thank God for making you part of me and for making us understand each other the way we do. You know that you are so “handsome” and may God give you a lot of blessings. Wish I could spend the Christmas with you. Thanks for being there always! I couldn’t ask for anyone any better! God has truly blessed me! I love you. :)