Now my feeling better alot le.... Wound slowly recovered soon le... at least now my life getting more and more better le...

Finally that some1 msg me le... ytd he msg me, i was like.. so fucking and freaking happy... I really very happy... but he msg me and said be frenz will be better... He mention that not he dun1 reply.. is juz that he dunnoe how to reply... Mayb wat he said is true... Be frenz will be more and alot alot better... At least now i know tat u r not ready.. or shld i said, u totally not ready... I did cry.. but i dunnoe y i cry.. am i fall more and more deeper on u?? Y u r de 1st guy that made me so lost in ur world?? i really very lost!!! even i wish to be wit u but somehow cant... as u perfer to stay single... mayb i shld give up... As i know tat i not de gal u wanna... or mayb i shld find more better guy... shld i wait or shld i not??? Wish that I really can wit u... Dunnoe y.. but hope tat really can ba... or shld said i dun fall to deep le.. or else... haiz.. nvm... forget it le... cos said much also de same... U not ready at all.. mayb juz tk it easy ba... =D