confused day...

this few mth did not blog cos of all de issue tat happen between me n my baby vincent... he fling wit others gals.. still said dun have.. n still said i accursed him.. WTF!!! End up he admit everything... i was de one who from start guess correctly.. he was de one who lie, cheat n bluff him.. i really hate him alot alot.. but y i still wanna give him de last chance.. even i give him de last chance but y de feeling is not there anymore.. n y i wont love him juz like de past anymore.. m i really dun love him anymore??? or i juz too tired n need more times??? 2yrs plus de r/s... i really very tired... keep on have de same issue.. m i really plan to made things smooth or really made thing worst??? i really very sad n tired.. i dunnoe wat i wanna or u dunnoe wat i wanna... i also dunnoe wat is our future?? i really dunnoe.. i only know that i tired to de max... n disppointed n sad till de max...!!!