Y cant u be more understanding

Today was so angry day... baby keep on piss me off.. wanna hang up de call but dun wanna me to hang up... i call reject his call is bcos i wanna work n i dun wish too made thing worse, plus dun wish to speak to him too.. tired of him alot alot.. when he is good, he really is very fucking good... but when he made me super piss off, he really made me super fucking piss off!!!! WTF u wanna man!!!! U know that i wit u really very tired ma.. really is super tired.. in my whole life, i did not even have this bf before.. totally not at all... u really think that er suitable to be tgt n being marry ma... i really very suspect on my judge to u.. u r cute n boyish look.. but somehow not a guy shld like that de ar.. u made me more n more tired n piss off.. mayb at the 1st place i shld not give u any chance or shld i said i shld be mre hard-hearted, do not forgive u.. so that wont have so much rubbish among us... De only thing i can do is pray hard but cant do anything.. juz hope that u really can grown up n be more mature guy.. not a immature guy at all!!!Do u really think that my temper did not change at all.. i bloody change alot liao.. but no matter wat i said, also useless de.. as in ur minds, i did not bloody change at all de...

later after work will steamboat.. hope that really is a very enjoyable day wit u n also wit all my beloved bro n sis.. i really hope so..

confused day...

this few mth did not blog cos of all de issue tat happen between me n my baby vincent... he fling wit others gals.. still said dun have.. n still said i accursed him.. WTF!!! End up he admit everything... i was de one who from start guess correctly.. he was de one who lie, cheat n bluff him.. i really hate him alot alot.. but y i still wanna give him de last chance.. even i give him de last chance but y de feeling is not there anymore.. n y i wont love him juz like de past anymore.. m i really dun love him anymore??? or i juz too tired n need more times??? 2yrs plus de r/s... i really very tired... keep on have de same issue.. m i really plan to made things smooth or really made thing worst??? i really very sad n tired.. i dunnoe wat i wanna or u dunnoe wat i wanna... i also dunnoe wat is our future?? i really dunnoe.. i only know that i tired to de max... n disppointed n sad till de max...!!!