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Tml is 15/7/2011.. Is the day we tgt for 3rd yrs anniversary... Times really flies... 3rd yrs liao le... Tml i will need to bring my dad to hospital to check up... and u at nite den book out... haha... somemore i also confused that we celebrate is stated as couple or fren anniversary.. hahahahaha..... But i really waiting for the day to come.. Swensen is our final choice le... I still rmb 3yrs ago is our 1st date at Swensen... Somemore is at Plaza Sing.. The 1st and 2yrs did not celebrate at Swensen... Mayb this 3rd yrs we so call celebrate at Swensen le... hehe.... 3yrs ago, our 1st date is juz so loving, sweet and freaking awesome.. but mayb this yr will be different liao le... The feeling or mayb everything...

I really wish that on that day(15/7) i can choose to accept u.. but but but but...... Nvm.. dun said liao le... The feeling is juz not rite at all ba.... I admit that my heart still had u... ur position and place in my heart is really very deep.. But somehow i cant forget de pain and de hurt that gave me... It also hurt till very deep too...

I really need more times... hope that u dun force me or so on le... everything juz tk it nature ba... mayb if we really know each other well and also had more space plus thinking wise, mayb everything will be different le ba....

I dunnoe u wanna me back have any motive or reason or difficulty... but i wish that i wont know it at all.... I also dun wish to guess correct too... Sometime i know u too well but sometime i juz feel that u r stranger to me...

Hao la... dun said so much of this thing liao le... Hope that everything is fine and good on our Sat Outing... Wish to celebrate on Fri.. As is our actual date... But he at nite den book out.. and somemore i need to tk care of my dad till her gf come... let see how ba.... This yr i also did not expect to high too... Everything juz tk it nature ba... =D