**confused**

It quite a long time i did not blog liao le.. cos too tired and too fang le.... **dunnoe wat to do**

My ex wanted to patch back with me.. but i still consider and consider... dunnoe shld i said yes or no.. This few weeks, he treat me really very very good and nice.. Is it he know tat he really done wrong.. Somemore he wanted to patch back with me, is it tat he so called good fren (Jacklyn) did not wanna be with him.. he always told me he and her is good fren, but i very sure plus confirm with him that he and her is more than fren.. even blind ppls also know about it... She can give u lovebite plus hug u and hold ur hand, is it very common for so called good fren shld do.. den i think i everyday can have different of my good frenz lovebite liao le...

You choose to let go of me de time, u mention that dun1 me to suffer den u now patch back me for?? You mention that dun1 to waste my youth and so on den now wat for wanted to patch back with me?? You said so much and so many of hurtful words and sentences to me but now you wanna patch back with me?? Y?? I did ask u and u told me that u still love me deeply... But if u love me deeply den wat for u still let go my hand?? Wat for u choose to break up?? I really hope that 1day i can know ur ans...

This few week, we somehow like we r tgt again.. my frenz did ask me.. but i said NO... Still consider.. I consider is not that u r not gd enough, is juz that i need more times to consider... We just like couple like that but we r not tgt... as i m still single, so i can choose wat i wanna... i really dun wish that end up, i said yes den end up we quarrel de same things again... I also wish to change my temper too.. As my temper, u also always complain and complain.. said my temper from bad to worst.. said my princess temper, u dunnoe can tanhan for how long.. Said that if i did not change, any guy with me also wont last till marry de... Maybe Wat u said is true.. If i really dun change for the better, i think i can all along no need marry and had my own family liao le... N i always dun1 us always quarrel de same things... Coming 3yrs liao le, but we somehow still quarrel de same things... Mayb we really need more times and more space for us.

Mayb our now stated as very close and good fren is better.. at least as a fren, we really can chat and laugh happily... somemore we last time did not know each other well den we tgt le.. I rather know each other more will be better for us..